Break

Day by day..

I'm not sure whether Qing is getting well or not..

Sometimes she was showing her best look..

Sometimes she was crying so pathetic..

Is it most of the guys are same?

How could they do that to gals..

We gals are really hurt when we know we get cheat..

A word beak mean settle all?

After break..

how to get well with a broken heart?

I'm not sure the 3rd party gt wrong or not..

but I'm sure the guy that 1 leg take 2 ships 

will not get bless from god..

Holiday!?

This coming sat should be a public holiday for Thaipusan.

So sad I would not have the holiday..

My supervisor told me..

Our company didn't celebrate this..T.T

Therefore, the coming sat I have to work oso sob

1st movement

My 1st movement is success at ytd..

Ytd I call dear dear and chat wif her vry long..

From that I know that she is actually vry vry miss her mummy..

And I feel so xin deng about her growing life..

I thk she is really a good gal i had met..

I dun understand why her ex bf's family cannot accept her..

Her life is really tough as wad we can see from TV shows,

I just wish she will get a happy ending..

She is worth for every1 to love her..

The more u understand her the more u will love her..

I wish to be her but I knw I would not be her..

Not every1 can as strong as her..

But also cuz of her strong, my heart so pain..

I wish to be a guy that can protect her..

even she thk she no nid ppl to protect her..

She make me understand what is so important in the life..

I love you my dear..

From the deep of my heart..

(Friendship love-We both are gals)

Break the Freeze- Sat

Today finally my dear2 sms me, very happy to receive her msg. 

After a long period of freeze finally we are getting well.

Although there is still no good as last time,

but i blif we will slowly become good.

Xmas

 What are other's plan on Xmas?

My plan is just go out yum cha with frens..

Then dating wif my ben ben mei in maple xD

Xmas is nothing special for ppl who single..

When then my mr.right will appear infront of me?

Hw if he 4ver wont appear? haha

Intern Life (3rd week)

2nd day of 3rd week,

I lipat statement..hand so sour..

there is about 1mil statement to be sent out..

and we need to lipat about 1mil statement as well >.<

Intern Life (2nd week)

Nth to say for 2nd week,

Time is passed so fast,

i didn't realize what did i done in that week..

Thanks mum!

Today my fren's mum passed away..

This is 2nd case happen around me in this half year..

so scare my mum will leave me oso..

Suddenly notice that, 

I must accompany my parents more..

There is no much time left for us to be together..

So scare b'day coming oso..

It alert me that the time is left no much..

Frens, Appreciate ur time to be together wif ur parents..

dun wait till u lost it juz regret..

For my dearest yen, take care urself..

hope u can come out from the sadness soon..

Unhappy?

Tired of this,

Maple is to get fun 

but recently go in maple just feel tired..

After 8 suffer hours 

plan to go in maple to have fun

but always hear the unhappy voice..

make the fun become x happy..

what the meaning to maple den??

Intern Life (1st week)

This totally changed my life.
People that knows me well sure cannot used to this,
but my close frens n parents happy to see it..
From U.S time to M.Y time haha

Slowly change to a normal life..
actually this not so sux oso..
but I still cannot used to the working environment..

I'm having intern at account department of a enterprise company,
Now end of year, all are busy closing account..
I no dare to bother them to teach me any..
wan help them but I'm still new..
dun knw how to help oso.. scare more worst..

1st task I do here is check the prompt payment..
They plan to make their own system to count the prompt payment,
and I will incharge of this after that..
So far, the system still in testing process..
There will be many mistake happen (I guess)..
As tested by me manually..
the system not really working as they expect..

Unsure Emotion

Something unsure emotion is growing in my heart.

That isn't a happy emotion, it called jealous and lonely.

I arrange all the things but end up with unhappy.

I do not know what they think.

Is they notice my feeling? I don't know.

The more ppl the more uncertainty.

It is applied to a meeting too..

I have a large wish..I wish to make all happy..

Or do not want any1 unhappy..

At the end, every1 is happy but i didn't..

But is they really happy? Still an unsure things..

She is my best friend,

Why am i angry to her?

I know she did nothing wrong..

She just care people that she know..

That is an accident I made 2 stranger to meet.

When I thking how to settle it,

She was telling me her story,

didn't care about another gal..

I know it not her fault..

Bcuz she want make me happy..

want make the meeting wont end up wif quiet..

But i cant just left her there..

She oso my frens..

Really do know what to do..

I make a wrong decision to meet up..

a Scary China Gal

My hostel was come in 2 china gals..

1 of the them was lost RM1000 Ytd..

We suspended it is stolen by another china gal

which have record of stealing people's stuffs..

This gal was come in 2 months ago..

She was living with my house mate's frens..

They told us that the china gal is a thief..

I was not blif it..

until there is a case happen in my house..

The gal very like pretty..

She always dress up herself..

Her bf also always come find her..

But i feel that she is using her bf..

Cuz everytime i saw her bf help her repair lappy..

or buy food for him..or accompany her to shopping..

But this doesn't matter..

when we told her our housemate losing money..

she still said like she is grievance..

OMG..she can use the money to buy the mask..

and put on the table in room..

the mask super expensive..

not a student can buy 1..

but she still can say like she vry grieve..

A scary china gal..