Moody (End of April)

Moody Day again,

Why? Why will I fall into the dark hole..

I blame every1 even though I know they are not doing anything wrong..

They are just acting like usual..

It's not like me..I'm scare to myself..

Or maybe this just is me?

I hope it is not..

I cannot accept any comment by now..

It will make me breakdown..

Just a normal react, I can think as no respectful..

What the hell I'm thinking?

I really scare..I have the feeling of breakdown soon..

I need people to talk to..

but I cannot accept people comment..

I dun want people treat me gingerly..

but I will think they not care me if just react like normal..

Tear is drop again..for my fault..

What can I do now..

What i want actually?

I making every1 around me unhappy..

God..I wish to sleep forever..

So I wont get hurt and hurt any1..

Well, I believe I can stand up soon..

Just give me time..

I think I'm not so bad, right?

At least, I do know my fault..

I know I'm a slow pork..

so give me time to settle my stuffs..

I'm a fast learner..

but I'm not a good executor as I do not have a good memory

Cheer it up ^^