Unsure Emotion

Something unsure emotion is growing in my heart.

That isn't a happy emotion, it called jealous and lonely.

I arrange all the things but end up with unhappy.

I do not know what they think.

Is they notice my feeling? I don't know.

The more ppl the more uncertainty.

It is applied to a meeting too..

I have a large wish..I wish to make all happy..

Or do not want any1 unhappy..

At the end, every1 is happy but i didn't..

But is they really happy? Still an unsure things..

She is my best friend,

Why am i angry to her?

I know she did nothing wrong..

She just care people that she know..

That is an accident I made 2 stranger to meet.

When I thking how to settle it,

She was telling me her story,

didn't care about another gal..

I know it not her fault..

Bcuz she want make me happy..

want make the meeting wont end up wif quiet..

But i cant just left her there..

She oso my frens..

Really do know what to do..

I make a wrong decision to meet up..

a Scary China Gal

My hostel was come in 2 china gals..

1 of the them was lost RM1000 Ytd..

We suspended it is stolen by another china gal

which have record of stealing people's stuffs..

This gal was come in 2 months ago..

She was living with my house mate's frens..

They told us that the china gal is a thief..

I was not blif it..

until there is a case happen in my house..

The gal very like pretty..

She always dress up herself..

Her bf also always come find her..

But i feel that she is using her bf..

Cuz everytime i saw her bf help her repair lappy..

or buy food for him..or accompany her to shopping..

But this doesn't matter..

when we told her our housemate losing money..

she still said like she is grievance..

OMG..she can use the money to buy the mask..

and put on the table in room..

the mask super expensive..

not a student can buy 1..

but she still can say like she vry grieve..

A scary china gal..