New Friends

Get to know 2 new friends in maple again.
They had lighten my hope to friend again.
My heart was broken badly till I decided not to believe anyone more.
Smiling had disappeared from my face long time.
Social has gone since the day,
Darkness were like belongs to me forever.

After stay in the darkness for few months,
finally I get the way to come out from there,
My smiles are going back to my face soon.
However, I'm a bit worry about the same things will happen.
Changes of relationship make me scare.

Wishes for u-Grace

A celebration were planning while we were busy on our life.

Such a surprisingly we will celebrate for u? haha..

That isn't a fully plan actually. 

Our plan were more amazingly..

Lunch, shopping (choosing present), movie, and celebrate with a lot of friends.

Anyway, hope you were enjoy in the day.

Time: 11p.m sharp

Venue: Bukit Mertajam (BM) Jusco

Date: 10th Sept 2010

1st Station is at the top level of the building. I believe most of the people know why. Is to see what the movie on board and buy the movie ticket. The movie has been chosen by us was the "Resident evil: After life". It is an interesting movie. Awaiting for the next chapter. 

After bought the ticket, the next station is to fill in our stomach. We went to Johnny to have our lunch. The meal set is very worth to eat. RM 8.90 can have a dish, a drink, a soup and a cup of aiscream. The aiscream so yummyyyy..Missing it now. We were having photo section after lunch.

After lunch, we asked the lady (Restaurant's manager) to help us take photo.

Shopping shopping...Time to have some exercise after lunch. Shopping is the choice for us.  4 rich gals at below~! See how much did they bought. lol..Gals are like pretty..ops..talk like that seems I'm not like a gal..haha..

wow...so many bags...

After finish movie, we went to shop shop again. And go to take the fruit cake celebrate at McD. 

Such a big cake. Can't imagine we can finish the cake within 30mins with 5 of us. Haha..

Our cute little princess blowing the candle ♥

Cute little princess feeding 5 of us a strawberry. Oh~So sweet. haha

no more

We don't understand each others.

Just because of a sentence, I believe you will understand me.

I'm not request for a fully comprehension.

We gone through many things.

In a year of life, we were close..

However, I didn't see you satisfy with what you have now.

You always seek for something that I don't know.

Alright, we will not understood a person fully.

I can let you to seek for what you want.

In all the ways you doing, 

ever you care to the person that care you in behind?

Maybe you think you treat me good enough as a friend.

I really appreciate what you did to me.

When I was in fearful, you did give me a power to stand up.

I do know myself have a lot of weaknesses.

But I do know that I have tried my best to mend our friendship too.

Since the time, we are not close anymore,

I can see you are just to maintain our relationship

but won't tell me what is in your heart.

Maybe you are blaming me for not telling you my feeling.

I'm a sensitive person. A small action can let me guess for a long time.

No need to deny it. Just think back what was happen in these few months.

Or you want to check back the record.

You are not the person always take the initiative.

That's all I can say.

(Ha..See till here..a stranger will think the person was my partner maybe.People ever think i'm les but im not. Whatever you think me are with your ordinary's view was not me. I'm not an unique person but just look for a trustful relationship. Family, Friends, or Love.)

Well, whatever is not mine will not be mine.

I know not many people can achieve my demand on relationship.

I won't impose a relationship that is not really.

I will take the lesson. I won't demand more. 

I won't sad for a person that are not understand me anymore.

I will not care to you anymore too.

I know you can find a lot of people to care you. 

All the best to you in future.

(Want delete all the contacts between us, u may do it. 

Not the first time I been treated like that.)

曾经，现在

曾经的快乐
现在的伤心
曾经的信赖
现在的怀疑
曾经的交心
现在的陌生
曾经的以为
现在的证实
曾经的梦想
现在的破灭

然而现在会是以后的曾经。。
人生不停的在走。。
犹如地球不停的在转。。
到头来。。
还是回到原点。。