人生？

看了不同人的部落格。。
我发现人的心其实很接近。。
我们所面对的问题。。
其实每个人都有经历过。。
只是我们会把不好的一面隐藏起来。。
用好的一面迎接每一天。。

人的心都不圆满。。
每天都在追求更好的。。
也许这就是人生？
不断的寻找更好。。
拥有->放手->寻找->追求->拥有
不断的重复。。

A friend

Knw the person in an unexpected day.
Went to there and meet him for few times already.
We didn't talk much before.
Until the day I were lost control again.
Always, after a period..
I will did something abnormal..haha
I act like a "wen ti bao bao"..
Keep asking him question and want him to answer me..
Talking to him make me feel happy..
After that, I will always find him chat..
And he not like other guys,
will run away from me..
Because I know my action is like abit "hua chi"
So far, I still can maintain the friendship well..
I hope there will not be anything that will affect our friendship.J

It's really a black Friday

I'm not happy in these few days,

My heart is shouting..

It's hurt by everything.

Every1 will just blame me for my emo,

and no1 will care about my emotion.

Every time I will get the concern from other peoples who I ever ignored them.

Peoples that I really care always hurt me the most.

I'm envy to a family that can fun together. 

while I can't see it in my family. 

They will always ask u to go ahead.

They are looking down on me. I know it.

Just because of I addicting the game and acting like a child.

I admit that I m addicting to the game, 

But I didn't lose myself.

I didn't missed anything as a human.

I will act like a child just don't want them to worry me.

Lending people a hand is it so hard?

Why always they need help will ask from me,

When I need they don't.

Or they just see my needs as nothing?

They are the person that most close to me.

Why I will feel hurt facing them?

I seldom drop my tear.

But they always successfully make it drop.

Cant count how many times they make it as the amount is too big.

Shout to me and ask me go ahead? This is what you were promised about sharing? 

Ask me to use my own lappy and say u want to use the comp?

How about your lappy? It's dead? Or been stolen? Your lappy not let people to touch it and you not use it. 

Its okay if you let me know that you want to use it mannerly but u are not. U shout like the comp is exclusive to u. And not 1 time, is every second that you are home. Some times I will hope you not at home. The peace of family is gone since the day u accident. I did my best to repair our bad relationship and all my hard work is spoilt by your attitude. Admitting your bad temper isn't help anything if you are not going to correct it.