The End?

Since when your reply is so short..
I was keep myself to ignore the emotion..
this is really hard to do so.
Because it has shown at our relationship..
I don't know since when we are less contact..
when contact...
there seems an obstacle between us..
not to let us go in each other's heart.

Every night I listen the song that you like..
It make me want to cry..
I were never has the feeling like this..
to somebody like you..
We are not a couple..
But the feeling to you was like you are my dear..
I was scare of my feeling because I know we were over close..
But I believe that you are worth for me to treat you like this..

There is a song to express my feeling..
"yi ge xiang xia tian, yi ge xiang chiu tian"
Because of the song,
I can stand strong to our relationship..
because I think we are same like the song..
yet I'm so disappointed now..

I don't know what the next step should I have..
I can go out with friends..whom never walk thru my heart..
I can chat, can smile, can plan outing with them..
But I never get satisfication from them..
I looking for the relationship that we were..
But I know I can't find it until the day...
I would like to ask the god..
The fate of us go to the end?
Can you give me an answer so I can move on to my next life..

Merdeka

31st Aug..Merdeka for Malaysia..

It was a significant day for Malaysian.

I can't remember since when..

31st Aug just a holiday for me..

It's a day let me escape from work/study.

In day of 24hrs..

Maybe there is a moment 

Just a moment..

I will still remember the meaning of day..

Other time I'm thinking what should I do in a day..

Mostly are enjoying my holiday with drama, song or internet.

Same for this year..I'm going to have a meet with friends..

We wanna have a shopping..

It might not be a full day shop..

But can let me pass my time without lonely..

Alright, hope there is a happy meet..xD 

New Template

I have use 3 hours to edit my blog's template.

The feeling of satisfaction is with me 

because I had found something new to my blog.

"translator", "calender", and "pao ma deng" which is at the top.

has been added.

Also some of the songs that I think are nice: 

Love by Hebe
寂寞寂寞就好 by Hebe

你为什么说谎 by Della

So far, I'm still finding: Nice Song and Nice Calender

Rope :D

Ytd night was felt in the dark hole again.
Don't wanna say what is the hole.
I feel lucky that I always can find a rope to let me climb up.
But I scare one day I can't find rope.
At that time, is it I gonna have a new born?
It's over..I should move my target.
Not to focus one target but many.
Good luck for me.

Special thanks to the "rope". XD

Wonder

爱情有这么重要吗?
没有爱情会死吗？
我不明白。。
人常常因为寂寞而寻找对象。。
然而没有对象就会寂寞而死？
爱情应该是一种令人心悸的感觉。。
而不是寂寞的工具。。
我开始有一种感觉。。
人生是在寻找平衡。。
亲情，友情， 爱情。。
三种情的平衡。。
太过甜蜜的爱情。。
往往忽列了友情。。
可太多人要爱情。。

Dairy

Early morning received Qing's morning call by sms..
I was still sleeping until late reply..
I guess she already sleep at that time that's y no reply me..
Meanwhile, she was late sleep again F5555

Reach office, my colleague ask me how was my consideration for going haiyat.
I have decided to go..So...
26-28th Nov I wont be at My oh~xP
27th is my b'day..So it might call b'day present for myself? haha

-To do list-
1. Finish all the prompt payment.
2. After work go to walk for 15mins.
3. Dl nokia theme for lee sin.

Singer

Recently like Hebe so much..
Surprisingly my friend has the same feeling with me..
She was thought to buy her album..
I think I won't so crazy but I will ask my bro to help me burn it out..hehe..
That is very long I didn't get addict to superstar.
The current 2 singers that I like are Della and Hebe
I hope I can find out all their song.

I love you, you love she

Like the song from Hebe,
i love you, you love she, she love he, he love she..
Seems the world always like that..
The person that you love might not love you,
The person that love you might not love by you..

What is love?

The feeling was so fresh when I saw my cousins' blog,
Since when they are grow and understand the love?
It might cuz my environment affected me..
My home never have the topic about love..
All my family members care about family more than love..
Even our ages are bigger than my cousins..
But I think they even understand the love more than us.
However, I not agree with their relationship.
They are too young to love people.
They were met ppl that will never put true heart on the relationship.
See they injure in the relationship,
I have the thinking to not love any1.

31st July - 1st August

Gathering with Qing and Dear2..Plus Chou Wan Lik!

I reached KL by 2.30pm and waiting for Qing to fetch me.
After that we went to Midvalley exhibition.
Because Dear2 want to find people there.
While waiting we walk around to see the exhibition.
The super mop and knife took our attention for a time.
We went to baskin robbins stall..
So many ppl queue-ing there..bcz have discount.
We bought 2 cups aiscream..with 4 flavor..
Eat dao wan vomit le..Too sweet le..
After that went to Full house to have dinner..
Crazy la..after aiscream then dinner..soooooooo full..
But this not the end yet..
After that went to 4 seasons..winter place..
Cold!!!! Lucky I did bring jacket haha..
Chou wan lik no bring..wan rampas my jacket..I dun let haha..
Qing oso sot de..Wear short pant ><'' Brave..

-To be continue- Headache now..